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foto 2

2005-11-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

me and Emi hosting SHOOT!

sry hor... i dun quite noe how to smile... haha... my foto always so ugly de lo... .

BANG ZHI !!! ya fans blk my BANNERS le la...

fotos ( some from channel U webby )

2005-11-16T15:30:00.000+08:00

me and BELINDA

the TOP 8 guys

M2: meEeeEeEe and F5: cui fang jIe jiE

M2 : meeEEeee and F2: eMi Jie jIe

the top 16 first appearance to the public

- superhost -

2005-11-16T15:00:00.000+08:00

haha... can u believe it... well i dun... haha... gerald is in e top 16 of superhost... haha... for those who dunno wad superhost is... it's channel latest variety prog... the search for spore 1st superhost.. haha... ya... er..

so happi when i was called up on stage... well... i didnt really expect much when i went for the results show for top 16 on the 28th oct.. i went there to see stars... tv stars i mean... yeah... den i sat there with my frenz... er... waiting n waiting... haha... preparing to go hm.. but when quan yi feng said...... ...... ...... " alright, the last male contestants who get into the top 8 guys is.... 3278, gerald ng... " wow wow... can u believe... haha.. i run like hell la... down to the stage.. den no image liddat.. so ugly... haha... too happi ma.. haha... er...

haiz... but before i go for the results right.. i thot it would be better for mi to be kicked out... den i can realli concentrate on my drama skool performance... which i waited 10 yrs plus for tt role... haiz.. i noe i had to choose one... the whole grp including mi had traied so hard... damn hard la... dae n nite... n everything is like almost done le...

den on tt nite... i called tons of ppl to ask HOW... which to choose...i wanted both u see.. but it's impossible u see.. the time for both clashes like hell la... both is equally impt now... den most ppl said since joining the media industry is my ambition since young, i shld go for the superhost...

i realli cant make a decision tt nite.. cried like hell... cried the whole nitex... haiz.. haha... BOTH IS IMPT TO ME.... still cant make a decision tt nite... didnt sleep for the whole nitex... thinking all nite... den early in the morning... i called my drama director... i have come to a decision... which i hate to make too... tt is to give up drama performance n go for the competeition.. i felt damn guilty... really... i swear... becuz of this decision i cried till no more tears le.. till my eyes swollen... my director didnt get angry, didnt sae tt much, just said okae... this make mi more guilty... realli lo..

i noe i'm selfish... i caused so mani ppl trouble.. they must be veri pissed off by mi.. i noe i'm selfish... i caused them to have more rehearsals with e replacement... just too much trouble la... SORRY... i realli hope theycan forgive mi... i noe i'm selfish but i realli have to choose one between the 2..

haiz... i just selfish la... in conclusion... i chose to be a superhost top 16 finalists instead of a supporting role in the drama performance.. haiz...

and there... i chose SUPERHOST... being the youngest in the 16, i am realli veri lucky... tt there's sooooo many big bros n sis taking care of mi, looking after mi... haha... realli thx them... the programme we had is like full like siao la... damn tiring... tried lots of new stuffs like professional hairdo n foto taking... haha... u can call mi mountain tortise... haha... er... had lots of fun too... realli...

press conference etc... haha... a totally new kind of feelings lo.. haha... er.. but after knowing the competition format, knmowing we ourselves have to vote among ourselves out... i started to panick... damn cruel la... the one whom has the lowest score given by the judges n the one whom has the lowest vote from public will compete n the remaining will decide who stay who leaves...

damn cruel.. we are like frens le lo... i dun like it this way... why cant we stick to the old superstar or spore idol way... hai... i hate this... hai... er...

suddenly i feel like i'm writing a essay... haha... er... hai.. just hope the top 16 will be frenz 4eva... will wE? hope we will.. haha.. okae... see ya... haha

gerald

05S71

2005-09-27T12:28:00.000+08:00

the s71 cheer

- united we stand, united we fall,
S71 will never fall.
look at our ppl, look at our strength,
S71 will fly up high.
cos we will we will rock u. ( x2 ) -

- s71 at Outdoor Adventure Camp , 3 to 5 aug 2005 -

-i lost-gt consolation-

2005-08-29T14:15:00.000+08:00

20 aug i participated in da chinese oritorical competition organised by da spore chin teachers assoc... haha... didnt expect i did well... haha... i gt into da finals... with 5 others from 4 other colleges... they are from nanyang jc, victoria jc, national jc, hwachong institution ( 2 from here )... hai.... was damn happi when e emcees say out my name n i was called to be on stage with 5 other finalists... e organiser den gave mi a letter for da principal to inform her tt i gt into da finals... ha... i was supposed to pass e letter to her personally... when i did so... she praised mi... she was damn happi... da finals was on 28 aug...

back to skool, i trained damn hard... everyday... hoping to do innova proud... on da day itself... i went there happily, nervously, ....... hoping to do my best... i was in my smart smart blazer, tie, black leather shoes... etc... den da competition... i think i did well... so did e other 5... hai... i recieved lots of applause after i ended my speech... lots of teacher from other skool approached mi during e refreshment time... praising mi... omg... i think all da 5 of us did well... realli... biang... den we went back to da seat waiting for da results... er..

"next is e JC results... for consolation we have.... innova jc gerald ng...." when i heard tis i nearly broke down... all hopes from my teachers went down da drain... all... i had no choice but to stand up happily n walk up da stage... with a smile tt is so fake.. so fake... but i have no choice... gt reporters there u noe... ha... hai... den the other no consolation reciever oso called on stage... we shaked each other hand n smile at each other... but we all noe we r nt happi at all... we all trained like hell n wad e... hai... aniwae... sorri mdm wu zheng... ya hard work n gone down da drain... sorri innova... i did nt manage to do u proud... so sorri...

gerald

-朋友-

2005-07-05T02:20:00.000+08:00

朋友，我有很多，可是说到好朋友，我只有那几个。例如，伟文和辉龙。。。他们俩都是我在中一和二的同班同学。。。到了中三和四，我因为成绩不理想而被分到了第六班，也就是最后一班，辉龙则因为成绩优越而被分到第二班，伟文则到了第三班。虽然我们三个都被分到不同的班级，可是因为还是在同一所学校，我们之间的友情还是一样的 strong。。。可是现在不同了。。。

我选择了星烁初院。。。。伟文到了南洋理工学院修读销售学。。。辉龙则选择了义安理工学院修读园艺学。。。原本我还很天真地想说，虽然我们在不同的学府，我们之间的友情还是会跟以前一样的坚固。。。可是事实不是这样的。。。嗨! 我们现在相处的时间少了，之间的友情也很自然而然的变得没有像以前一样strong了。。。

我那些好朋友现在都在各自的学校有了好朋友。。。我当然很替他们高兴，尤其是伟文。。。他从以前开始就是羞答答的，也不爱交朋友。。。可现在不同了！他的朋友是多到数不清，他也会主动的去与女生做朋友。。。以前他很排斥那些有干姐姐妹妹的男生。。。嗨！可是现在不同咯！！！太阳从西边升起咯！！！伟文现在有了个他十分尊敬的干姐姐。。。当我和他一起出去时，他动不动就向我提起他的新好朋友和干姐姐。。。这一时间的转变我适应不来。。。我以前认识的伟文到哪了？？！？我与他似乎变得很陌生，我们之间也变得十分生疏。。。这是我不想看到的。

至于辉龙嘛。。。嗨。。。还是跟以前一样，重色轻友，有了女朋友就忘了有我这个朋友。。。我已习惯了。。。哈哈。。。由于他所修读的园艺学男生不多，因此到目前为止，据我所知他还没有什么新好朋友。。。哈！！！我想那也是因为他每次一放学就去找女朋友。。。哈哈。。。他就是死性不改。。。哈哈。。。

嗨。。。我真怀念中学时候的我们，每天一放学就到武吉班让大厦打保龄球。。。我们几个吵吵闹闹，还有几次被保安人员骂呢。。。哈哈。。。当时的我们虽然还小，但我觉得那时是我与朋友相处最开心的一段时期。。。可惜我们现在都长大了。。。为何我们要长大呢？如我们不长大就不必从中学毕业，那我与伟文和辉龙就不必‘分开’了。。。哈哈。。。很幼稚是吗？可是谁不想以至于自己的好朋友在一起。。。哈哈。。。现在每当我在深夜时分想起我中学时的快乐日子，我的眼眶就不禁的流出一颗颗的泪珠。。。也许是我还不适应初级学院的日子，或还没于初院的朋友打成一片。。。我不知道！！！我真的不知道！！！啊！！！！

朋友。我生命中除了家人以外，最重要的人。。。我不能没有朋友！！！哈。。。伟文，辉龙，我祝福你们。。。

柏荣

-母亲，生日快乐-

2005-06-29T01:24:00.000+08:00

今天，六月二十九日，是我母亲的生日。嗨！今年我想了很久，还不知道要送母亲什么礼物？能送的都送过了。去年我送了我的学校的成绩单，前年我送了高跟鞋，大前年我送了手提袋。。。。。。。。。。。。嗨！我想了又想，左想右想，上想下想，东想西想，南想北想。。。终于给我想到了。。。哈哈！这么多年以来，母亲每年过生日都没有一个像样的蛋糕。。。所以今年我决定卖个蛋糕给母亲。本来我是打算亲手做个蛋糕送给妈妈的。。。可是因为是考试时期，必须加紧温书，因此我打消了这个念头。哈哈。。。我越来越觉得我变聪明了。。。哈哈。。。我既然能想出这么好的 IDEA。。。哈哈。。。卖蛋糕。。。哈哈。。。其实我早在上个星期就想好今天的‘节目’了。。。既然我们一家已经很久没有一起拍照了，我就乘今天拍个全家福。哈哈。。。所以在吃过晚餐后，我就拿出蛋糕，唱了生日歌后，我就拿出相机，要求拍张全家福。就如我所料，我那十分害羞的老爸不肯合作。。。嗨。。。可是经过了一番挣扎，哈哈，我终于成功的把爸爸推进照片里。。。哈哈。。。过程真好笑。。。哈哈。。。嗨。。。等下一次有空在告诉你。。。哈哈。。总而言之，我在这儿大大声的祝妈妈，生日快乐！！！

柏荣

- i'm back - smsing to yes 933 again -

2005-06-17T13:19:00.000+08:00

yoz... nowadays, during e hols, in e afternoon, i'm dam bored la... maid went home, gotta look after siblings, gotta do hsework, CANT go out till my parents reached hm... biang.. wan my life izit... biang... so bored... wad to do... listen to yes 933 lo... my fav radio station... haha... but just listen to radi where gt fun... so i smsed in.. haha.. i smsed in for like everydae la... den i learnt smth... in order nt to let deejay missed out ya sms, send in early... so i woud type e msg first.. den e moment i hear e opening song at 12 noon sharp, i would press 'send'... haha... kaisu ar? but tt's why my msg always kana read out... haha... btw e two prog i listened to is 'yes 933 half time' and 'ni ke si de cheng bao'... haha... den i memtioned innova jc in my smses ma... like dedicate to innova jc 05S71... den e host of 'half time' ---- mary, said she heard innova jc skool song b4... she said our skool song veri funky, veri pop... haha... den she oso said is composed by DICK LEE... haha... den she asked on air where innova is.. so e next dae i msged in again lo.. saying innova @ woodlands... haha... u see... i help to pubilcise innova lei... haha.. gd student hor.. haha... er... den more sporeans will noe INNOVA JC is @ woodlands n it is e newest jc in spore... haha... yeah... haha.. okae... i shall type out some of e smses i sent in n being read out...

13th june...[half time]
noon gerald.so shiwang didnt see my idol on sat--you n lingzhi... y nt dere.. so glad tt jj sang my fav song--dou jiang you tiao on sat... dedicate to u,lingzhi n all from innova jc...

14th june... [half ime]
noon gerald.dedicate to ong weiwen,jordan tay. we r in diff institution now, but hope we still best frenz 4eva.oso dedicate to u, bbss 4E6'04 n innova jc 05S71...

15th june... [half time]
noon gerald.mar u gong?.. innova @ woodlands la... beside sports skool... dedicate to best frenz weiwen, jordan, my idol jj lin jun jie, u n lingzhi...

16th june..[ni ke si de cheng bao]
night gerald.dedicate to weiwen, jordan, heupseng, weeliang, bohong, sebas, chonglin,kengie, sherlyn... frenz 4eva... oso dedicate to innova jc 05S71... gdluck for midyr exam when skool reopens...

tt's it... just some of e mani msg i sent in... haha... k ba... nuthin to sae liao.. just wanna sae... yes 933 rox...

- 男佣柏荣 - yes mdm, sir, can i help u? -

2005-06-08T13:00:00.000+08:00

我的天啊！！！不是吧！！！我的 maid 又要放假去了, 要回家乡看看老公和孩子. 她每两年都会回去一次. 而每当她回去, 我就得接过她的工作. 我就是家中的男佣.洗衣洗碗就是我的工作. 她将放两个星期半的假.而这几天我在家中洗碗洗衣等, 使我的手变得十分粗.嗨!!!!!!!!! [veri diff to type in chin lei... omg... forget it.. shall continue in english...]

well... becuz i have to look after my 3 younger silblings, i cant go out during e hols... omg... can u imagine... holidae n u cant go out... plus my hse com jus passed away... i cant use e com at home... haiz.. den so boring at home la... wad to do.. haiz... haiz.. haiz... den when i am free... nuthin to do at home... i start thinking of other stuffs... stuff which might lead to me killing myself... haha... dun surprise if u see mi appearing in e headline a few daes later... " 16 yr old boi jumped from 15th storey "... haha.. jkjk.. k la.. shall end here..

- bad luck - omg -

2005-06-08T12:50:00.000+08:00

wad e hell... so far tis yr... i didnt win ani mahjong games lo... except during chin new yr... biang... although normaly i play small small... like 10cents 20cents or at most 20cents 40 cents... but as time passed by, e sum of money i lost became became became... damn a lot la... so far i've lost bout 400 plus la... biang.. i cant imagine... i got e skills.. haha.. i think so.. but i just dun have e luck... shit la.. haha.. i knew my luck tis yr in gambling sucks.. cuz on e 1st dae of 2005, i lost 20 dollars on mahjong lia... a bad start huh? haha... haha... let's hope my luck will cum back to mi ASAP n it will nt leave mi... haha...

2005-05-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

yo... tis's ONE of e mani fotos i promised to post... meet up with sec skool best frenz... sherlyn kengie n brenna...yeah... envy mi huh... haha... we're just best frenz... yo... yeah...

- w3|w3n - jOrdAn - m3 -

2005-05-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

haiz.. tell u wad.. veri sad lei... haiz... since i started skool in INNOVA, i had nt been spending time with my sec skool best of e best frenz.. jordan n weiwen... haiz..we are nt tt close le... we now three all diff skools liao.. weiwen start skool one month ago @ NYP while jordan starting tmr at NP... haiz... we used to be veri close de lei... last time can see them for at least 5 daes a week but now....... one mths gt 5 times a nt oso dunno... hiaz.. they are realli my best frenz la... they r e onli ones whom i can realli talk cock with, play with, n a lot more la... though i'm always e one talking... haiz... but i realli enjoy the time i spent with them... i'm always e veri sassy de... haha.. n they will always give in to mi... haiz... we realli spent lots of time together... though our 'gang' gt lots of ppl la... but e three of us are e closest la... last time we always plae bowling at BP plaza de but now... haiz... so long didnt go plaza le.. haiz..though during e first 4 mths in 2005, i'm damn bz wif my skool @ IJ, we at least still will go out n plae plae after my skool ended.. but now... since weiwen start skool... haiz... although gt a few times la but e friendship isnt tt strong le... i can sense tt.. i realli can... hiaz... i hate to see tis.. but i realli hope to see our friendship grow stronger n stronger and nt weaker n weaker... haiz... since weiwen start skool @ NYP our friendship became much more weaker liao.. he gt such a wonderful class wif such a wondreful frenz... i realli feel veri happi for him.. cuz tis realli change him a lot... he becum much more cheerful n socialising... which is a great thing but.. at e same time.. i feel i might lose a friend, a friend tt is so impt to mi... i noe i'm selfish but.. but... i realli cant explain.. i cant.. i feel tt i am so diff from weiwen n jordan lahz... haiz.. i'm already crying like hell now la... wheneva thinking of my sec skool yrs with weiwen n jordan.. i realli miss the time i spent with my sec skool frenzs... i realli do.. i noe i'm being emotional but i realli treasure e frindship i have in sec skool... esp e one with weiwen n jordan.. i tried lots of stuff like planning so call outing but actually is 'tonning' at jordan hse or wen's hse...i tried tis to try to bond us together n noe wad's happening in our life recently... but it seems useless to mi... to mi onli la... dunno if they feel e same... haiz.. haiz.. these few nites i had been dreaming about our memorable times in sec skool... i realli hope our friendship will last foreva... REALLI... haiz.. let's hope so ba.. WEIWEN n JORDAN, WILL WE STILL BE BEST FRENZ FOREVA? i apologise for my selfishness... but once again i realli treasure our friendship... i realli do... :'(

- 我毕业了 -

2005-05-15T23:44:00.000+08:00

二零零五年，五月十五日，我终于毕业了。今天对我而言是个非常重要的日子。今天是我从新加坡福建会馆文化艺术团毕业的日子。一转眼我已在会馆上了十三年的演艺课程。从一九九三年一月九日至二零零五年五月十五日，会馆看着我长大，陪伴我度过许许多多的风风雨雨。每一年的每个周末，我都会风雨不改的到会馆上课。会馆给予我许多在演艺，华语，朗读以及舞台方面的知识。它也让我结交到更多朋友，扩大了我的生活圈子。想当初我是通过阿姨的介绍，进入福建会馆文化艺术团的。当时艺术团刚成立不久，所以我是团里的第七届学员。我从小时候在普通班级慢慢升上绿团，红团，银团到现在的金团，演过许许多多，大大小小的角色。会馆也让我有机会在不同地点与场合表演，如维多利亚剧院等。从小时候所演的太阳公公，阿里巴巴与四十大盗里的大盗，到现在结业演出里的大导演，我不能不说会馆使我成长。现在我毕业了。我终于毕业，升上青年团了。我会一直想念我在会馆的每一刻，所结交到的每一个朋友与老师。新加坡福建会馆文化艺术团，谢谢您！

-m33t up w|th s3cOndAry gOOOOOd fr3nz-aH chOng-k3ngz33-sOcky|ng-|Ong t|m3z nO s33 th3m |iAo-

2005-04-21T15:15:00.000+08:00

on thurs 21 apr... meeting with my sec skool gOOd frenz... ah chong, ah sock n kengzee... for info... they called mi rong zai... yeah... hahaha... looong timez no see them liao... haiz... thot can go ngee ann mass com de... den can be in e same skool as them... but... haiz... dun sae liao... aniwae... i said meet 6 pm cuz my last lesson ends at 5.10... which is a PE class... so i need time to cool myself down n change... but hu noes... i waited at causeway pt for them for like... wow... 45mins... all of them are late... except 1... tt is ah sock... cant believe... cuz she's always late de... haha... aniwae... cant stand ar... gals... omg... aniwae... den is like as uaual ah chong needs lots of time cuz she need to wear nice nice... plus make up... but wad shocks me is kengzee..... she used to dress up veri nice de lei... but now... omg... she's like a siao cha bo... wear a pair of shorts n a tshirt cum out liao... haha... aniwae... den we went to eat cavana 'today's special' which turns out to be so shitty... haha... den we went to take neoprints... haha... which turns out to be another joke... haha... long story la... we juz wasted lots of money on it n we cant get to choose e fotos... haha... in fact we took soooo many shots n e one came out is e uglyyyyyyest... haha... u wanna noe wad happened? ask mi yaself la... haha.... okay... den we went to watson n bought alo vera n ate in e bus... n dere we all take 187 n go hm lo... er... e fotos hor... i now nt free upload la... wait till i free okay... i promise i'll... it's damn funni...

- yo - first time blogging -

2005-04-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

haha... yo... hihi... i think tis is a stupid thing to do... y would someone share their life with others... but no choice... innova jc chin department has nuthin better to do... haha... wanna organise a blogging competition... so lame... worse of all... wanna type in chin... biang... will take mi dunno how mani hrs to do so lo.. haha... okay lo... i blog jus for e sake of blogging... okay ba... look forward to my blog in chinese...